I can’t fool anymore now
So far nothing good or bad, anyway
Now I am in the last leg of the trip.
However, I have not found the final key
I look back peacefully for an honest answer.
I have probed the mind several times but got nowhere.
It is bothering me from the depths of my conscience.
I look for it but I have no idea or by chance
Life has gone by like a storm
Many upstairs and downstairs are still useful and warm.
Life was very enterprising and promising.
I took the right steps, but something was still missing
Now I have enough time to think about past misdeeds
But what good is it when enough damage has been done with greed?
What have I not done to alienate relatives and close people?
The most unworthy act on my part for fermenting the problems.
“All is fair in war and in love” was followed quite zealously
Though it was a false pretense and far from real
I had so much more in store to hide or hide
As I was blinded by the shine and kept making deals
I have accumulated enough wealth to last generations.
I am proud to have it, but internally I end up suffocated.
I know the method by which it was accumulated
now I regret it since it is not even worth being related
It pinches me hard and destroys the conscious inner core.
I shouldn’t have chased or gone zealously anymore
These are all crocodile tears and I have completely understood.
Then it hurts me more as it has not provided me with anything good
I think of ailments and discomforts that have been inherited
The long nights are worrisome for reasons they don’t even deserve
It’s my doing and it bothers me at this stage
People can forgive with a fine gesture since I have reached an old age.
Life should be lived well, even if it is very difficult to maintain.
Makes you hard to carry and hold
It makes you stubborn so as not to lose sight of the goal
Sleep everything can be put to sleep by answering the call
The river waters also settle after the initial stage of shenanigans.
It is taken lightly with no offense as it is considered a passing phase.
It is said that you deserve to be forgiven if you regret honestly
Life is truly rewarding if it is followed seriously and rightly.